Phan - The runaway - Part: 28

PJ POV

He felt terrible when he heard about it, Phil would have to move away, and it didn’t sound like his family was nice peoples, actually, from what he’d heard, they wasn’t nice at all.

It’d taken a weak from the encounter till PJ had finally convinced Dan to go see Phil, Dan blamed himself everything, and he’d spent an entire week crying, when he finally visited Phil again, they didn’t act like they used to, everything they did seemed tense, and awkward, Dan cried a lot, and so did Phil, even Chris cried about it.

The problems Dan and Phil was facing frightened PJ, he’d been building up his confidence to finally confess to Chris, but now, he was afraid of telling Chris, what if they ended up the same way? Without thinking about it he started to avoid the other boy a bit, he didn’t know what to do.

Chris POV

Chris was standing outside PJ’s house, he wanted to talk to him, to cry with him and let him comfort him, he wanted to be with PJ, to tell him everything, he couldn’t bear it anymore, especially not now when Phil was going to move away soon.

He pulled himself together and knocked at the door, he knew PJ would be home alone, his family was at a football match.
When PJ opened the door, he looked at Chris with a weird expression, but he let him in and smiled at him, making his pale green eyes glisten, Chris loved those pale green eyes and the brown curls.
They walked into PJ’s room without a word, and Chris stared at PJ for a while, he didn’t know what to say, he’d never felt as nervous as that moment.

“I need to talk to you” PJ said after a while, but Chris didn’t answer, he was building up his confidence to do what he was planning.

“I...” PJ started a sentence, but he didn’t manage to finish it, cause Chris pressed his own lips against PJ’s, it was his only way to explain what he was feeling, his heart punted, and for a moment he was afraid he’d ruined their friendship, but then PJ responded at the kiss, Chris felt the happiness flow through him, and as he pulled away from PJ he smiled at him.

“I think I love you Peej” PJ blushed more than he already did, he gazed into Chris’s eyes, and Chris gazed into his “And I think I love you Chris”

PJ POV

PJ felt bad for being happy with Chris while his friends was suffering, he wanted to help them, but he couldn’t, he knew Chris felt the same way. Only time and themselves could help them at that point.